letter 19: there's beauty in the pivot

hi beautiful being,

how’s that heart of yours feeling? has this new season been treating you well? I hope so!

i’ve been trying my best to embrace all of the changes that have come along with the big life changes that came along with deciding to move to Mexico City. most of the beautiful experiences i’ve had here have been spontaneous and seemingly out of the blue. it’s happened so often that i’ve caught myself wondering, “what if I had never decided to come here? I would’ve missed out on all of this.”.

less than a year ago I was down bad.

i was feeling depressed, aimless, shocked, ashamed, and confused because i had to close down a business I thought I would be managing for the rest of my life. I thought I had my life path figured out. but, no. what I thought, was not the course that I was destined for, and since that was all revealed, i’ve embarked on an updated quest to intentionally self-discover and have practicing detachment from as much possible.

I say all of this because our mental health and internal equilibrium is fickle.